Expectation

Shakespeare said:

I always feel happy, You know why?

Because I don’t expect anything from anyone,

Expectations always hurt..

Life is short.. So love your life.. Be happy..

And Keep smiling.. Just Live for yourself and

Before you speak, Listen

Before you write, Think

Before you spend, Earn

Before you pray, Forgive

Before you hurt, Feel

Before you hate, Love

Before you quit, Try

Before you die, Live……

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Happy new year

#happy #life #myfriends #newyearseve #joy #happiness #love #hapinessjoyandlove #greed #kindness #empathy #2019 #happynewyear #friendsdontvanish #friendship

My phone didn’t stop ringing, Messages , videos , calls from everybody . They keep wishing me a happy new year , wishing me lots of love , joy and happiness

all these people , they were not here when I needed them most , they just vanish , like that a blustery wind on a winter’s night. The sun falls out of my skies and I find myself alone in the darkness. I am left questioning the validity of my relationships. Were all of those years lies? Were they merely friends because times were good? Was any of it real? Did they ever care about me?

The answer to all of those questions is simply, YES.

The sad truth is, people are more able to be compassionate with death – they are better programmed to grieve for you when you are gone. But they are unable to process trauma, because they are not subconsciously prepared for it.

I help others, but if i need help back its never done. I think society is set up like this. The problem is highlighted when person after person do not do anything.

Its like pushing a grand piano up a mountain, the moment you let go its straight back to the bottom.

Empathy is very rare now. Look at the world leaders and the wars, this would not be possible if there was empathy. I think the system is designed on greed. We get lured into wanting more and more things. People work hard. People are desperate to pay their rent, we are not allowed to live freely “off the grid”, so we all must work to pay the bills. There is no room left for empathy.

If you feel hurt by others being pathetic, then just look after yourself. Never put others in charge of things that need to be done, If you handle it best then leave it your own reliable hands. The problem is where you expect others to come in their own accord.

You have to assume the least of others and when certain people come wanting to do more then keep them in your life. Its that initial want from others that you are looking for.

It does hurt when you make 99% of the puzzle,and that person cant be bothered to put the last piece in.

So just step back, keep your money to yourself, enjoy taking care of your self, respecting yourself. And have a wonderful successful joyful new year

ماذا لو استطعنا؟

#اعادة كتابة حياتك #حياتك #سلام #الشعور#الرضا #الحب #علم نفس#نفسيات #تجربتي #حياتي #افكاري #تقديرالذات #الامتنان #فوضي الثلاثين #اسئلة تؤرقني

اجلس هناك متخيلة للحظة أني علي فراش الموت ,مخيفة تلك التخيلات لكنها تبقي تخيلات

كل تلك الأسئلة تتزاحم في راسي

هل احس بذاك السلام الداخلي ؟ هل احببت بصدق ؟ هل عشت حياة كاملة؟ هل كنت طيبة القلب ؟ هل اهتممت بنفسي كفاية لإعطاء شئ جدير بتسميته ميراث ؟هل اتبعت قلبي ؟ هل لدي ما اندم عليه؟

هل سأكتب قصة مختلفة لو أعطيت فرصة اعادة كتابة قصة حياتي ؟

أني احاول جاهدة مساعدت نفسي في تحديد الهدف ورسم هندسة الخطوات للوصول إليه.

الهدف هو أن أعيش حياة جيدة . ماذا كنت سأفعل لأراجع خطوات حياتي لا لشي إنما كي اشعر بذاك السلام عندما أتنفس اخر انفاس حياتي؟

حتى الآن ، وصل الكثيرون إلى ذروة نموهم عند بلوغهم سن الثلاثين. ولم يحدث إلا القليل جدًا من النمو الحقيقي أو التغيير بعد ذلك.إن التحول التطوري الحالي في الوعي البشري يعني أنه يُطلب منا النمو والتوسع والتغيير إلى ما بعد الثلاثينيات.

وهنا تكمن الفوضى. لا نعرف كيف نشغّل التغيير عندما يتم تعيين مسار حياتنا. بحلول الثلاثين من العمر ، يمتلك العديد منا مهنة ، أسرة ،أصدقاء ،

ماذا يحدث عندما تستيقظ يومًا ما وتدرك أنه يجب أن يكون هناك المزيد؟

إذا كان هذا حدث معك وكنت تشعر أنك وحيد ، فلتعرف انه لكل جدول زمني خاص بنا للنمو التطوري.

قد لا يستمع أصدقاؤك وعائلتك لك …

حتى الآن! لن يفهموك. ولن تفهم تمامًا لماذا تشعر بالطريقة التي تتصرف بها ؛ أو ما يجب فعله حيال ذلك.

إحدى السمات المميزة لهذا الوقت هي الحاجة إلى إعادة كتابة أو إضافة تكملة لقصتك. قد تشمل تلك القصة الجديدة تغييرا في المهنة ، او شوق إلى علاقات أكثر رومانسية وحسية

من خلال حياتنا ، نحمل قصصًا لا حصر لها معنا.

عندما كنا صغارًا ، كنا نحمل قصصًا عن من كنا نظن ، وما كان ماضينا ، وما كنا نرغب في أن يبدو عليه مستقبلنا. عندما كبرنا ، استمررنا في حمل العديد من القصص معنا ، القصص التي تملي علينا ما فكرنا فيه ، كيف رأينا الآخرين ، وكيف نري الحياة بشكل عام.

في حالتي ، كانت القصة الأكثر شيوعا التي حملتها معي طوال معظم حياتي: “عائلتي متدينة للغاية. لقد حدت معتقداتهم المتطرفة من قدرتي على تكوين صداقات ، وتجربة أشياء جديدة. لقد أصبت بصدمة نفسية. من خلال طريقتهم الضيقة البغيضة في رؤية أشخاص آخرين ، وقد اكتسبت تقديراً للذات بسبب عدم القدرة على التواصل معهم ، ومع الآخرين ، وأصبح لدي الآن مشكلات ضعف وقضايا عامة”.

هل تبدو قصتي مألوفة؟

كلنا نحمل قصة مأساوية أو بائسة معنا. إن هذه القصص – سواء التي نجرها معنا من الماضي ، أو التي نعيشها في الحاضر ، أو التي نتصورها في المستقبل – ترهقنا في الاستياء ، والشفقة على النفس ، والتحيز والقلق.

القصص التي نحملها معنا غالبًا ما تكون غير واعية ، وهي متأصلة بعمق في روحنا النفسية عبر سنوات من التكرار المعتاد. بعبارة أخرى: نحن عادة نكرر القصص لأنفسنا طوال حياتنا.

لكن الحقيقة هي أن معظم القصص التي نحملها معنا تضيق علينا بشدة. إنها تحد تمامًا من قدرتنا على تجربة حياة من السلام والامتنان والفرح.

عادة القصص السامة تعبر عن نفسها كمشاعر ؛ مشاعر الثقل ،مشاعر الحزن ،مشاعر الندم ،مشاعر الاستياء ، ومشاعر عدم الارتياح.

واحدة من أقوى الطرق لتحرير أنفسنا من المعاناة في الحياة هي عن طريق إعادة كتابة قصص حياتنا .

ماذا يعني هذا؟

أساسا: الحياة تصور. لا توجد طرق “صحيحة” أو “خاطئة” لرؤية العالم. ومع ذلك ، هناك طرق حكيمة و غير حكيمة، ذكية وغير ذكية ،مفيدة وبلا معنى لإدراك العالم.

لطالما ضحيت بالكثير من المرارة والحزن في الداخل. لقد اعتبرت نفسي “ضحية” و “منبوذة” لعائلة لم تستطع أن تفهم رغبتي في استكشاف ودخول شخصي. أحيانًا اكتشفت كيف أن هذه القصة المدمرة كانت تلعب دور السجل البالي في ذهني … وقررت إعادة كتابة قصتي.

بدت قصتي الآن على هذا النحو: “عائلتي متدينة للغاية. لقد عرفتني معتقداتهم علي مفهوم التوحيد في سن مبكرة وحفزني ذلك على اكشاف أنواع أخرى من الأديان والممارسات الروحية كلما تقدمت في السن. سمحت لي بتكريس نفسي بشكل مكثف لحياة من اكتشاف الذات والتحول لشخص أفضل ، وبفضل نشأتي ، نمت في الشخص الذي أنا عليه اليوم “.

إن تجاربنا في الحياة هي حقا ما نستخلصه منها. يمكن لتصوراتنا أن تحررنا أو تستعبدنا.

بمجرد اعادة كتابة قصتي … فجأة عبء هائل زيح عن كاهلي. أخيراً استطعت أن أشعر بخفة رائعة ،أصبحت أكثر وضوحاً ، وأكثر رضا عن الحياة. أخيرا ، يمكنني أن أصنع السلام مع عائلتي ، وماضيي وتربيتي. أخيرا شعرت بالامتنان والحب مرة أخرى.

ماذا عنك؟ كيف تبدو روايتك المعاد كتابتها؟

Broken wing

#middle-child #syndrome-behavior #thesecondchild #siblings #memories #my-childhood #parenting #mysister #mybrother

Everything was perfect … until my parents decided to have one more kid

And I was no longer the cute little baby of the family. Yes Definitely I can’t imagine a life without my siblings, but having an elder sister and a younger brother made me struggle and I was the most stigmatized , I’ve been the butt of jokes regarding being forgotten, passed over or even ignored.

Me being a middle child meant I’m not the first and I’m not the little one ……I’m just there

I remember when my older sister was supposed to clean the room and she didn’t, and i had to do it for her.

And when my mother always asked me to help “with anything”.

Yep, the role of the middle child is not only the mediator, but one of an extra parent. Most of all, and I couldn’t expect special treatment for doing all those extra things—it was expected of me.

And that was not fair.

Sometimes I feel like people forget i exist, I always get the hand-me-downs and no one is really paying that much attention about what I’m doing.

I learned independence at a very young age.my parents were too busy watching out for my brother ,and my sister was doing things that I’m not allowed to do or not appropriate for my age, So I had to take matters into my own hands.

I always had a lower self-esteem , because of my lack of uniqueness and attention at home — but that was actually a positive thing ,as I didn’t have huge ego but it made me rebellious .

I often went to an extreme just to get attention while being sandwiched between my two siblings, that time I needed an identity really bad!!

In a perfect world, my parents were mind-readers. However, it was impossible for them to tell an “I’m hungry” pout from an “I’m upset” pout.

All that made me stronger and i believed that I would be the happiest if i continue to carve my own path through life and take calculated risks. I’m not so good at work where I’m isolated or when i have a position of authority in which i have to micromanage other people. Empathy can cause me stress — I’d make good defense lawyer, but not good prosecutor! I learned how to walk away, especially when I’m being taken advantage of, and sometimes I step up to the plate — like when there’s conflict i simply can’t avoid.

Today I’m moderate and well-balanced by nature and I’m not afraid to rock the boat once in a while.

My engineer

#love #myhubby #myhusband #partner #marriage #funcouple #partnership #relationships #romance #rosylife

My husband is an Engineer by profession, I love him for his steady nature, and I love the warm feeling when I lean against his broad shoulders.

Four years of courtship and now, three years into marriage, I would have to admit, that I am getting tired of it. The reasons of me loving him before, has now transformed into the cause of all my restlessness.

I am a sentimental woman and extremely sensitive when it comes to a relationship and my feelings, I yearn for the romantic moments, like a little girl yearning for candy. My husband, is my complete opposite, his lack of sensitivity, and the inability of bringing romantic moments into our marriage has disheartened me about love.

One day, I finally decided to tell him my decision, that I wanted a divorce.

“Why?” he asked, shocked. “I am tired, there are no reasons for everything in the world!” I answered. He kept silent the whole night, seems to be in deep thought with a lighted cigarette at all times. My feeling of disappointment only increased, here was a man who can’t even express his predicament, what else can I hope from him? And finally he asked me:” What can I do to change your mind?”

Somebody said it right, it’s hard to change a person’s personality, and I guess, I have started losing faith in him. Looking deep into his eyes I slowly answered : “Here is the question, if you can answer and convince my heart, I will change my mind, Let’s say, I want a flower located on the face of a mountain cliff, and we both are sure that picking the flower will cause your death, will you do it for me?” He said :” I will give you your answer tomorrow….” My hopes just sank by listening to his response.

I woke up the next morning to find him gone, and saw a piece of paper with his scratchy handwriting, on the dining table near the front door, that goes….

My dear, “I would not pick that flower for you, but please allow me to explain the reasons further..” This first line was already breaking my heart. I continued reading.

“When you use the computer you always mess up the Software programs, and you cry in front of the screen, I have to save my fingers so that I can help to restore the programs. You always leave the house keys behind, thus I have to save my legs to rush home to open the door for you. You love traveling but always lose your way in a new city, I have to save my eyes to show you the way. You always have the cramps whenever your “good friend” approaches every month, I have to save my palms so that I can calm the cramps in your tummy.

You like to stay indoors, and I worry that you will be infected by infantile autism. I have to save my mouth to tell you jokes and stories to cure your boredom. You always stare at the computer, and that will do nothing good for your eyes, I have to save my eyes so that when we grow old, I can help to clip your nails, and help to remove those annoying white hairs. So I can also hold your hand while strolling down the beach, as you enjoy the sunshine and the beautiful sand… and tell you the color of flowers, just like the color of the glow on your young face… Thus, my dear, unless I am sure that there is someone who loves you more than I do… I could not pick that flower yet, and die.. ”

My tears fell on the letter, and blurred the ink of his handwriting… and as I continue on reading… “Now, that you have finished reading my answer, if you are satisfied, please open the front door for I am standing outside bringing your favorite bread

 I rush to pull open the door, and saw his anxious face, clutching tightly with his hands,a loaf of bread….

Now I am very sure that no one will ever love me as much as he does, and I have decided to leave the flower alone…

That’s life, and love. When one is surrounded by love, the feeling of excitement fades away, and one tends to ignore the true love that lies in between the peace and dullness.

Love shows up in all forms, even very small and cheeky forms, it has never been a model, it could be the most dull and boring form.. . flowers, and romantic moments are only used and appear on the surface of the relationship. Under all this, the pillar of true love stands… and that’s our life… Love, not words win arguments…

The one is just YOU

#you #lovingyourself #findinglove #loveyourself #behappy #life #hapiness #theone #mr-right

“Can I tell you a secret? You don’t have to be in a relationship.

I mean it. I know they force it down your throat until you choke on it.

*Girls aren’t pretty unless they’re wanted.

*Boys aren’t men unless they’re having sex with someone.

*People aren’t lovable until they’re dating someone.

But a relationship won’t always make you happy, and as wonderful as romance is, it isn’t the only love that exists. I have seen friendships that are deeper and more pure than couples who swear it’s forever – and yet the friendship is the one people ignore.

I have heard so often “nobody loves me” out of the mouths of people who are single.

And it kills me because if you ask them: where are your parents, your teachers, your classmates, your pets – they say, yes, okay, but it doesn’t count.

Of course it counts, love doesn’t diminish just because someone doesn’t want to have sex with you. In fact, doesn’t it sort of make that love more real that they want nothing – not even a date – out of you?

It is pretty to be in love. It’s magical, I’m sure. But it’s also wonderful to stop for ice cream in your prom dress with six other girls. It’s also wonderful to go visit the world with nothing but a bunch of buddies who are really excited about learning.

The problem is: we’ve made everything about “the one”. But maybe “the one” is just you, loving yourself, having fun, and being happy. Maybe instead of looking for our other halves, we should be piecing ourselves together.

Maybe I wasn’t born unfinished. Maybe I am the one who makes myself better.”

Life

If we always look to another to resolve our problems, we will never learn, life is teaching us, if we would listen! And if we’re not willing to learn, no one can help us. If we’re determined to learn, no one can stop us

And when we think all is lost, we Just need to remember that the future remains and dreams doesn’t have an expiration date.we should Take a deep breath and try again.

We try to be stronger because of the hard times , wiser because of our mistakes, and happier because we have known sadness.

We will know

When we were five, they asked us what we wanted to be when we grew up. Our things were answers like astronaut, president, or in my case, princess…

When we were ten, they asked us again. We answered – rock star, cowboy, or in my case, gold medalist… But now that we’ve grown up, they want a more serious answer. Well, how about this…

Who the hell knows?

This isn’t a time to make hard and fast decisions. This is the time to make mistakes. Take the wrong train and get stuck somewhere chill. Fall in love – a lot. Major in philosophy because there’s no way to make a career out of that. Change your mind. Then change it again because nothing is permanent.

So make as many mistakes as you can. That way, someday, when they ask again what we want to be… We won’t have to guess. We’ll know.”

Too hard to control

#friendship #friends #family #losingafriend #abudhabi #thursdaynight # nostalgia #memories #love #mybestfriend #mythoughts

There are friends, there is family, and then there are friends that become family

Who did not leave or lose a friend !! ??

I’m not talking about just a normal friend. I’m talking about a good friend , a friend You really love and feel that your life is incomplete without him, someone you shared secrets,joy, sorrows,moments and feelings with .

Losing that person will make you feel as if you were startled by an electric shock , standing naked from your feelings and words, as if the wind had robbed your voice and screams, so you leave everything behind you and walk in a dark road with no light

And somehow every place seems to be bringing memories of him

How can you bear the feelings of pain & how can you deal with the soreness and sadness ?

Oh lord ! What would have happened to us without the grace of forgetfulness & patience?

When you read this , let your memory take control .

When your heart holds pressure with melancholic thoughts,Let your tears out.

Express your feelings,your sadness and your anger at the vicissitudes of life and irony of fate.

Perhaps this conversation opens up grief and confusion …..

And we may find in these discussions and disclosing of our feelings ,taking out what is in our hearts of pain and nostalgia ,what may help us understand what we are going through and accept the development of extreme emotional fluctuations.

Yes , There are people in our lives and moments that can never be forgotten and their memory remains in the heart forever.

That time we just need to accept and let go

Try to Immerse ourselves in something new and Give love to those who need it, that would make us feel better because we have more to give than what we think .

A human being can not force his heart to accept certain feelings by simply pressing a button.

I believe with every cell in my body that suffering is near its end and as long as the relationship lives in our hearts , true friends will never part.

There are friendships imprinted in our hearts that will never be diminished by time and distance.

Ps: me having good friends ,is my god’s beautiful way of apologizing for my family 🤗

It’s that time of year again!

#Christmas #christmasspirit #Christmastree #Noël #happyholidays #2018abudhabi #merrychristmas

I inhale deeply with a wide smile, looking to that beautiful Christmas tree in my living room

Yes, I am fully aware that I’ll sound cheesier than a Hallmark holiday film writing this but I can’t help myself.

Ive been taught to love, care for and be sweet to every creature.

To be an open-minded person To have opinions but to also see the view of another, to walk in their shoes.To understand a person’s life and their personal experiences and take it into account. To be able to share in each others faiths, traditions and lives.

I know muslims wouldn’t celebrate Thanksgiving, nobody discussed Valentine’s Day, and Christmas was entirely out of the question but If we think about it rationally ,why the hatred against this ??

I’m  happy to celebrate .

Jesus is a prophet in the Islamic tradition so why not celebrating Christmas?

I’m a Muslim who celebrates Christmas and I’m proud of this.

Islam taught us to respect other’s beliefs , share love , spread joy and smile more often regardless the biological diversity that exists in our species , our beliefs ,faiths and traditions .

We need to listen with curiosity, speak with candor, and act with integrity, we need to treat everyone with kindness–not because they are kindhearted, but because we are,We don’t try to make ourselves great by making someone else look small,We should never look down on someone unless we are helping them up,We have to appreciate those who have supported us, forgive those who have hurt us and help those who need us and we need to remember that what goes around comes around .

Fortunatly it’s never too late to wake up and become fully human.

Every new day is a good day to join the human species.

So, I say with a happy heart; Merry Christmas everyone

I’ve seen Humanity die as Africans die of starvation

#Africa #Kenya #my-trip #hunger #ignorance #poverty #humanity

The memory and the feelings associated with my visit to Kenya will be stored as one of the most painful memories , it dug traumatic remembrance.

I wish I can erase and get rid of them but I think I prefer keeping them , after all… those memories gave me a new perspective, showed me a different aspect and expanded my other side of this world awareness.

I remember the first day in that country. It was a bright sunny beautiful day. I was optimist about this trip , it felt so good , and so right Everything was going smooth , for me that was wonderful for a start .

I had that feeling that this journey is going to be unique and special experience & yeah I was right .

At first glance everything looks amazing.

The second day …..tipped the scales after deciding to go to the neighboring villages to visit the countryside and the indigenous people ,to learn about their customs and culture.

That day I cried and cried….

I did not expect such places exist on earth & even populated !!!

I wasn’t expecting witnessing all that severe deprivation of basic human needs, including food, safe drinking water, sanitation facilities, health, shelter, education and information.

Yes it was a sever poverty community !!!

All that misery, sufferinv and pain made my heart skip a beat

It’s a strange time for us to live

When scales and standards fluctuate under the pretext of urbanization and progress

We see poverty as rough as it is in Africa

We see ignorance making an easy path everywhere to spread darkness , killing what’s left from that civilization

We see misery scorching deep to destroy all the remaining humanity signs.

When we lose ourselves as humans

All I saw in poor kids faces was 2 questions

Do decency, integrity, ethics, forgiveness, respect, thoughtfulness, self-reflection, forgiveness, kindness, empathy, civility, morality, generosity, hope, and honesty mean anything to anyone today?

Are these traits of weakness that separate the sheep from the wolves, the leaders from the followers, the innovators from the implementers?

There in Kenya I’ve seen Humanity die as Africans die of starvation

Zero respect

Isn’t it pathetic how we waste lots of time on certain people and at the end they just prove you that they weren’t even worth a second of it & sometimes and just when We think We know people they simply disappoint us in ways We never thought they could , they just create their own storm then they get upset when it rains

Personally I don’t hate them I just lost respect for them

اقنعتي

#قناع #حقيقة

كثرت اقنعتي وصرت احتار اي واحد أرتدي

كثرت بكثرة ارتباطاتي و انشغالاتي

افقت متاخرة يوم الاثنين لم أكن اشعر بنشاط لذهاب للعمل ولكن مكرهة اختك لا بطلة

بالامس كان يوما مشرقا ، مشمسا لطيفا واليوم مغبرا مغيما كئيبا

يوحي بعاصفة رملية وشيكة

لبست الفستان الأبيض والاسود القصير المجلوب من بلاد الأعاجم ، انه من بين الفساتين المفضلة لدي

حضرت نفسي وقبل خروجي من البيت ارتديت قناع العمل

ذهبت للعمل وفي مكتبي الغير مرتب ، تري الأوراق في كل مكان مبعثرة ، فوضي عارمة ولكن قناع العمل يفي بالغرض ، فالابتسامة هي القاعدة رقم واحد

لايهم ماتشعر به ، لايهم ما تمر به … كل هاذا لايهم

المهم ان تكون متعاون ومبتسم و مساعد لكل الموظفين وكأنه هناك مسابقة أفضل موظف والجائزة مغرية …..

كان لدي موعد مع صديقتي بعد العمل

وقبل مغادرة العمل وضعت قناع العمل ولبست قناع الأصدقاء

يحب ان تحبهم

ان لا تكون صادقا 100% ان لا تقول رايك بصراحة

ان تساعدهم حتي لوكان ذالك ضد مبادئك و ما تؤمن به

وإلا فستكون سريع الحكم علي الآخرين

ان تكون غيرانتقادي

متقبِّل للاختلافات منفتح علي كل الثقافات ومتقبل لكل العقليات والسلوكيات

عند مغادرة صديقتي كان يجب ان اتصل بأمي

فلبست قناع الام

يجب ان تكون خاضع كليا

يجب ان تشعرها بالحب و الأهتمام

يجب ان تعرف انك هنا لمساعدتها ، يجب ان تشعرها انك مستعد لتنفذ اوامرها حرفيا و انها السلطة العليا ، الآمرة والناهية

محتارة أنا : هل اكمل ارتداء واختراع أقنعة جديدة حسب الحاجة او ….؟

Too ugly to be true

#family #myfeelibgs #today #mymood

Today , this morning , this moment

I took it to remember where I came from and how I got here.

it’s time recognizing the loneliness I always had and the discouraging and unsupportive people I got myself surrounded with

No one helped me when I was in need, in need of a laugh from the heart ،a serious advice , a nice companionship , innocent look , gentle people who treats me well and there was no one for me in the other hand I always had family saying you can’t do it and friends underestimating me and my capability

But look at me , I made it and guess what ? It feels awesome …..I’m better off without them

I did it myself with no help , no encouragement, and I got the best version of me so far …. enjoy watching from far

PS: improvement in progress

We don’t choose our families

#disapointment #december #endoftgeyear #endofperiod #2018##important #themoments #family #abudhabi

There you stand astonished and flabbergasted asking yourself “are those my family ?????”

When you find out that your family is not what you’re thinking is ,and they are just using you …..

When you keep getting strikes one after another but you forgive and try to forget but no way , there is no life in those you’re trying to call

There is no hope ,and faith seems nonexistent

That time , just Bury them , Bury their memories , their names , their faces and move on from that arid land because you deserve the better and there was no place for you between them , nothing left to do , say or try with them

That’s the time when you just realized that you’re on this planète to work on a better platform , to work hard for your own masterpiece

To have your own family

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